Journey Blues

With a handful of dreams and a little fear
started to walk on a path so dreary
never did I know what changes await me
Again I ran back to my conscience show
Making it tougher for my own self or all
Questions hit me like a sword
Expectations haunt me like a pinch
But yes I cannot argue, I cannot push them back
They are attached, they are my own, they made me
Run I, everyday with a little hope and blurred faith
Not that it is dark but light doesn’t feel enough
Hugged by the cold breeze, walking by those fallen leaves rough
I think of those who have nothing with them, nothing to aspire
I feel again to be lucky and Blessed
One story of mine and everyone could relate
Is it just a rambling or the real felt agony?
A lot of examples to guide, A lot of journeys to watch
Everyone has a plight but they hold it tight
Did they gain the confidence after passing through this all?
Again a set of questions make me movingly halt
The wait is long, longer than I expected
So much to prove, So much to face, So little to power
But as they say, as they have felt, its for good of all
I can’t or do not want to mend to situations haul
Like a seesaw somewhere my thoughts want to break
Like a slide I want to run away again
Like the reversible steps I find myself hanging somewhere
To finish those and jump in victory nightmare
I find tears in my pocket as I treasure them
They are someone who held me through
With them I fill my pen once more
To write this tale which can go unread
Seeking approval, attention, attraction I walk
No eyes, No hugs, No embrace to console
No these words don’t stop today to flow
But I know it is again going to be a happy recent past
With a glow…

6 Comments, RSS

  1. Anand Pathak December 17, 2013 @ 1:49 pm

    What to say,What to earn.
    I saw some gold lines above,
    I felt the silver shine above,
    thoughts shoved on the treasure of emotions,
    i just felt,
    no more words to be written.

  2. 3.14-eater December 17, 2013 @ 3:18 pm

    Extremely inspiring. I'm surprised very pleasantly that your writing seems to have done a full circle completion to some extent. I would have loved it even more had you aligned it 'justified' just for a little visual appeal and perhaps had you paid tad more attention to grammar. But very well structured and poster worthy. *thumbs up*

  3. nishi December 17, 2013 @ 5:41 pm

    With them I fill my pen *beautiful line* love the flow of words.

  4. nishi December 17, 2013 @ 5:42 pm

    With them I fill my pen *beautiful line* love the flow of words.

  5. gairo December 18, 2013 @ 5:22 am

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  6. gairo December 18, 2013 @ 5:24 am

    a pool of thoughts and questions

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