There are a lot of subtle realizations which come to you with time and still we repeat mistakes, we fall, we get bruised, we rise and still get back to the same vicious cycle of expecting the world from everyone around, may it be anyone, friends, family or strangers.
These expectations, our conscience justify that are valid as we are humans but what do we understand from them is, that they are just certain unfulfilled needs that need attention, now whoever gives the same at the earliest gets the best of you, may they deserve it or not, and ironically after a point of time we realize that even now, we are insatiable, we are not up to what we can be, we ain’t giving our all to everyone who has given us a lot, and that makes us over think, over think up to an extent that we almost ruin our present, we think about the vague past, we think about the uncertain future, we don’t realize what we are missing on, may it be the small joys of life, the small happy moments which came and went, some people we lost in the mere process and what we show is the disappointment towards life, why? because we were finding happiness in the wrong places, because the world showed us that way, and what happens again is the beautiful consistent blame game.
One simple logic of life is that, we never get enough of everything, the answer doesn’t even lie in contentment or acceptance, yes these words seem too huge when someone makes us understand that be happy, understand what you have got, just be thankful, but until within we realize the concept of understanding the things we should, most of the times, its late, its too late to get back to people who deserved you, to those moments which needed your time, to those memories which make you cry today, to those realizations where you were supposed to stop, and again we take a few deep breaths, like I do now, and express what was meant to be.
I still want to write more about Life but again, this will just make sense to me and a few special people around me who understand what I have been through, so today just understand yourself and leave the rest, because only that might help you become a better person and lead a supposedly happy Life!